Life Throw My Eyes

Not so fun long holiday

Cassie — Mon, 30 Jun 2008 05:24:12 +0000

hey guys its been so long but im back after a long holiday sorry about not telling you’s i was going away well sort of i didnt really go away.. ive just been at home taking care of my mum she’s been really sick latley and i had to be by her side.. she had a blood clot in her lung and it was just really bad but she a lot better now.. And i can come back to writing my blog.. So let me fill you in whats been happening latley:) my best friend lauren and that guy corey well thats long gone we’ve been messing with his mind playing with him and its so much fun but im so happy she over him and we get to have fun and repay him but and if your wondering whats happening with me and that guy well its still that same way i left it “does he love or not”? i could ask myself a million times and never know i just to want to be in the friends zone anymore i really want to be more than just friends and im hopeing he wants the same:) but there’s one good thing in my life my music my passion im going back to my dance school im ready to spreed my wings and aim for hollywood! and my dance school is the best place to start they have all the conections im ready to travel and world and not worry and boring old school i mean school is important but whats the point of going when you dont want to be there you dont want to learn all these things becuase your not going to need them in what you want to do your just wasting your own time and the teachers and i sorry if you desigree with me but thats just how i feel!!

Cassie xxoo

Hey Hey!!

Cassie — Thu, 22 May 2008 04:09:50 +0000

hey guys i’m back sorry about being away for so long but i’ve been really busy lately and at the moment i’m sick:(.. I hate being sick it’s the worst thing ever but at least i get a day off school yay:)..Anyway everything is good.Umm my best friend lauren is still hocked on that guy corey even though he has a girlfriend now who is in year 7.. Arhh he so sad he couldn’t get any better than a year 7 in my eyes his a loser but in her eyes his everything.. But as her best friend i support her in any dission that she makes no matter what!! And i know how she feels people dont really give me an easy time either for likeing a 19 year old but his everything to me my world!! Ohh and i get to start working in a month yaya i’m so happy:) and i cant wait!

love always cassie xxoo

Monday Hater!

Cassie — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:57:44 +0000

mondays i hate them not just becuase it’s the fist day of the week but becuase they just suck… Even though i didn’t have to go to school today it was still the most boringest day ever i didn’t do anything i sat at home looking at the rain outside my window how great!!…Not really looking forward to school tomorrrow becuase i don’t like school full STOP..But i still get to catch up with friends which is good:) but hopfully next time i will have something interesting to write until next time good night

Cassie xxoo

Sundays!

Cassie — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 07:37:17 +0000

hey world today was my easter becuase i macedonian.. It was a good easter this year un like last year bad memories:(..We went to my nans house for easter this year good time and most of all good food yum:)..But i didn’t get to see my lover today i wish i could of becuase i really want to:)… Oh also my friend janet went to a party last night a leb party she said it was good alot of hot guys there.. Well that would’ve been a good party… Away got to go see yall soon mwa <3

Cassie xx

Best Day Ever!!:)

Cassie — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:04:13 +0000

hey guys i had the best day ever today.. As i told you in my previous blog i like a guy and that the guy might have left.. Well i proved that he hasn’t left becuase i saw him today and i couldn’t be any happier.. He was trying hard to get my attation and to try and say hello he tried 3 times and then the 4th time it worked.. He keep looking back to see if i was looking at him it was so cute.. Becuase everytime i would look at him he was looking away and everytime he was looking at me i would look away.. Then finnaly we both looked at each other at the same time.. It was the best feeling ever:) and while we were playing cat and mouse.. I was talking on the phone with my best friend lauren who was coming over to my house. a\And who is standing right next to me now:) then.. while lauren was on the way to my house she had to stop by the place to get some things.. And while she was there she was talking to me on the phone.. And she saw him (my lover hehe) anyway and becuase he knows who she is.. he rememberd her but didn’t say hi.. And now i cant wait to see him again:):)

Cassie xxoo

Sorry Agian

Cassie — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:42:05 +0000

Hey guys sorry again i know i havent been posting but i’ve really been busy with homework and i know that was my last excuse but it’s true.. Anyway everthing is going good school is a bit of a downer but that dosn’t matter everything with friends is really good but.. yes there’s a but my love life is not so good at the moment i just found out 2 days ago the the love of my life also one of my friends has gone from where he was. well thats what someone said but i don’t believe them becuase he always get’s everything wrong. and no i not going to say his name or where he’s gone from.. And when i found this out i stared crying in front of my friend. and she was doing everything she could to make me feel better.. And after a while i did calm down but that dons’t mean i dont think about it 24/7… and i bet your wondering your 15 there will always be other guys.. But no one gets it i’ve looked all my life for the right guy and i couldn’t find one anywhere. i gave up on love i didn’t believe there was any good guys out there. but this guy he restored my faith and i fall for him from first sight and that was 2 years ago i’m not going to give up i know it’s ment to be i just do…

Cassie xxoo

Long Time

Cassie — Thu, 17 Apr 2008 05:28:57 +0000

hey guys i’m back it’s been a long time since i posted my last blog..Sorry about that just got a lot og homework to do .. nm much has happened since my last post.. School is pretty boring but i told you about my friend lauren well.. She knows this guy she meet him on myspace and no don’t worry he is our age his name is corey and he goes to reservoir high school.. Now the funny thing here is that he thinks there going out even though they have never meet besides talking on myspace and msn.. but the problem is that lauren dosn’t really like him.. She just thinks of him as a friend not an (US) so anyway he wanted to come down to our school to meet her but she didn’t want to meet him becuase believe it or not.. he has said the same things to other girls that he said to lauren.. So really his just playing with her.. Anyway so he was about to come down to the school but just before he was about to leave lauren sent him a text message saying please don’t come down to the school becuase i don’t wanna see you.. And yes i know that a little rough but he soo deserved it how dare he play me friend..And now i think the he get’s the idea that she just wants to be friends.. And that it’s gonna stay that way..:):)

Cassie xxoo

Bad Day!

Cassie — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:58:39 +0000

It’s the second day back and i’m already sick and tired of it.. I came to school this morning with a runny nose pale face and stuffed up throut.. Not to say that i came so early that i had to wait an hour for my friends to get here. The things i do for my brother -sigh- .. Could the day get any worse!?.. And to answer your question not it didn’t surprisingly..

On the way home it was hot and i had/have a big head ache and to add to all the pain my dad starts asking me questions How was your day? What did you do? why do parents ask so many stupid questions that they already know that answer to.. It really annoys me ARHH.. I wish i could get away form everything even if it was just for a mintue.. But apart form that everythings great and i’m taking each day as it comes.

Cassie xxoo

First Day Back

Cassie — Mon, 07 Apr 2008 07:27:48 +0000

Today was the first day back at school well sort of it was the start of second term.. and you know that felling when you wake up in the moring and you don’t want to go back but you do becuase you want to catch up with everbody… well i have that but a million times worse.. but i’m sure i’ll get over it soon.

i wish i was anywhere but here i wish i was a big hollywood star talking on my phone while playing on my laptop. i fell like i’ve done nothing and i fell like i’m not achiving anything even though i’m only 15 well 14.. and i wish i was doing more than just sitting here and blogging.. with all sorts of things i should be doing i’m sitting here at 5.17 pm in my school skirt and random top with bare feet. thinking about what the rest of the world is doing right now. while i’m BLOGGING???? what am i doing here?? why? I’m such a Big thinker GOSH!!!

Just like that Christina aguilera song curz i’m just sitting here waiting for that day to come!!

it’s the first day back and school is already hectic and term two is not only the longest term but also the term where they expect you to have setteld in so they start cracking down on you.. and i’m now gonna have to start waking up at 6:30 just becuase my brother has early classes.. how sad:(.. all of this just for a school that isn’t even worth it -sigh-

well until next time

Cassie xxoo

Hey world

Cassie — Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:32:33 +0000

Umm.. now let me tell you abit about myself i’m 14 turning 15 and i cant wait yay:) i insprie to be a musician/singer.. And yeh i know what your thinking good luck with that! I know i’m aiming high but i guess you have to in this world.. If you havn’t notcied yet i’m a melbournian and i love it! There’s always something on and stuff to do so i guess i’ll be writing alot haha.. I don’t go to the best school but it’s good enough my parents always said if a child wants to learn he or she will learn anywhere and i guess that’s sort of ture… I love music i am music obsessed..:) I enjoy msn and myspace and i love talking haha

so now just keep checking back and i’ll fill you in about my life and others

Cassie xxoo